I cant sleep, so here i am penning down my to do list. Basically, i have too many things on my mind at the moment. Its definately not work and im feeling super guilty for not putting in 101% of my energy on work given the current economic situation... Honestly, i am secretly wishing that i dont have to go to work for a few days. Just to clear my thoughts, regain my energy levels and positivity. Signz....

I know the reason to my active brain, but i cant shut it out, i cant shut it away. It will always be at the back of my brain, even if i put it away for now. The words, the powerful body language and the negative behaviour will always be lingering in me, till the day i die. I am sure. I am not supposed to be bad mouthing but.... Even if i do and do so repeatedly, i still cant let the issue out of my system. I know acceptance is never easy, but i didnt realise it can be so difficult.

I am now stuck. I cant do anything but wait. I have so many things running through my mind now. I want to be happy and blissful. I crave for happiness now.

The only thing now that i can do now is to...

1) save $
2) exercise, ultilise my gym membership and kit fit
3) plan tentatively without comitting to the parties involved
4) eat healthy, get adequate rest and look good
5) make lots of love so that lee junior can help me settle the 'issues'


Alright, shall try to get some rest now, so that i have the energy to fight battles tommorrow.

ApRiL ShaROn TaN aka ApRiL Lee
Born on 07/08/84
Full time working executive, part time housewife
Loves:
car rides, singing, cooking, delicious food & travelling


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